Dream of roof, building, eyes, person

The part of the dream that i remember starts in a grey clay house with one window the skies are blue and the temperature is nice and soft the house does not have a roof and there is one more person there it is a pale bald man with a very plain face the appearance of the person is pretty much as undressed as it can be i feel close to this person maybe as a friend maybe more but im unsure even in the dream i feel unsure the person begins to bang his head on the wall to the left i seem to understand why the person does this and i somehow even agree to what hes doing after banging hes head on the wall i see a red circle on his forehead the person smiles the person lies down on the floor the person tells me it wants to die and asks me to pick up one of the multiple huge boulders in the room and drop it on hes head i reach for the boulder but i cannot bring myself to pick it up now two other persons without faces come into the room and start kicking the person a few times before picking up one of the boulders they carry it above the persons head and i move out of the building intense fear and sadness are what i feel next i move back into the building but there is nothing there except for a few stones and boulders now all of a sudden i feel like i want to die it feels so unreal looking back at the emotion and feeling i felt in the dream like nothing i have ever experienced in real life the feeling was completely alien to me it was not even like a want but it felt necesarry to die i wanted to die i had to two wooden supports appear in the room i set up the supports and before i know it the big boulder simply lies on it enough room for my head under it all it would take is me lying under there and pushing out one of the supports i sit down besides it and i feel very heavy i lay down and close my eyes envision nothingness before opening my eyes and leaving the room i stand outisde to room near a ledge with a small wall i lean on the wall with both my arms and look over it i see a beautifull sand beach and a blue sea with blue skies above it it feels so empty and sad i wake up