Recent dreams containing beanie

Scene 1: at a light. 1 car in front of us. light with railroad track. one train went in front of us on the driver side straight. our light stayed red. not understanding why we couldn't go straight. then looked further ahead and saw another train going to the right in a turn position. (other side of the light.) staright train stopped. 1 more right in front. we were in between 2 tracks. front one had train go by. everyone's car shook but ours. all trains stopped and we went home. dropped off megan. then dropped me off. scene 2: walked in the house from back door. walked up the porch and in kitchen door. then i went into living room to set down mail. walked back into kitchen to get coffee.then i hear the back door handle jiggle. i turn around and a man walked in. hoping no one was home, we stood there and looked at me. then looked into the famiily room then back at me and astared at me. then i woke up?! man description: black, 5'6-5'9 weight:average male weight. not slim, not heavy. short black hair. small circle messy hair. blue jean colored blue jacket with zipper. zipped up just passed half way. black beanie. with jacket hood half pulled over. N-95 white face mask. dark colored shirt. (black or dark blue) man let me see memory from like 20 min ago. was being told he had to do it. wanted a reason to not do it when he walked into my kitchen.

I dreamt of my baby who was born a stillborn..first thing i remember was seeing a brightness almost as if it was the sun... this brightness was so bright it seemed white.. then i realized that, that brightness was the clear blue sky... it was so beautiful.. i looked to see where I was n what am I gonna see next. As I look around From the sky down.. what I noticed was what seemed like broken pieces or a shattered mirrors scattered all over.. then realizing it's the ocean.. the brightness would reflect n make it sparkle like glitter... as i began to look back up towards the sky so bright n clear i see a figure standing among some clouds, wearing white robe with looked like a golden rope around his waist and i knew it was Jesus himself...but then i noticed a golden yellow aurora like light of rays shooting out from Jesus... seemed to be the sun... he was looking down at something with his arms spread wide open smiling... as if to be saying "this is what is waiting for you soon" so i look at what he's looking at n first thing i noticed was my grandfather charlie, my grandmother mary, my uncle luther, my brother alan,my ex boyfriends father Michael and a baby wrapped in a blue blanket with a white Beanie cap on his head. The crazy thing is all of these people i know n i was close too and they all have passed on n are gone now.. the people are my relations. They were all looking towards Michael happily smiling n interacting or playing with something or someone i look to see what they were so happy to see n and in Michael's arms he was holding and rocking a baby in blue blanket. He was bouncing baby n talking to him. In an instant I knew in my heart that's my baby. I was over come with so much joy and happiness.. my baby was perfectly healthy as can be. Michael is the babys grandpa n the baby is his first grandson he was just so proud. I then woke up crying not sad but happy