Recent dreams containing gillian

Before the Gillian obsession came on….. One of my childhood idols had died and I saw her with a lot of my obsessions I recall them all in a room each holding envelopes with letters each offering what they had or have given me. The one who had just died had to give her envelope to someone before she could exit my life. There was some sort of block infront of her so I didn’t know who she passed it to…..turns out it was Gillian

I had a random dream last night…. I was dreaming about sweet tea and some how that turned into a conversation with Hillary Clinton about how Gillian Anderson was a supporter of hers and how good Gillian was in the Crown and then I said I also liked Emma Thompson who played a character based on Hillary in a movie….,I don’t remember Hillary’s reaction because I woke up

Im in school and I keep seeing my exboyfriend Jerry kissing his girlfriend Gillian but she is really in a girl named Debins body. I scream profanity at him everytime he shows her affection. Jerry is my first love. I am in my elementary school in my IEP class and everyone is getting on the bus and I see Jerry runnin towards the buses. Suddenly I am in Jerrys house and he is trying to kill himself by mixing a bunch of chemicals and smoking them. His older sister blames me for him trying to kill himself.

Im in school and I keep seeing my ex boyfriend Jerry kissing his girlfriend Gillian but she is really in a girl named Debins body. I scream profanity at him everytime he shows her affection. Jerry is my first love. I am in my elementary school in my IEP class and everyone is getting on the bus and I see Jerry runnin towards the buses. Suddenly I am in Jerrys house and he is trying to kill himself by mixing a bunch of chemicals and smoking them. His older sister blames me for him trying to kill himself.