Recent dreams containing i am saved

I am saved from a man either a gun and I'm naked

I am saved from a man either a gun

I tend to dream alot. I can even wake up from a dream and fall back into it. I really like dreaming because I feel as if it is an escape into a better world. I dont have a bad life it's just more interesting to be in my mind from time to time. So anyway I recently had a dream where I was running down a hall with these very detailed white pillars. They were beautiful and I told myself I would return yo these pillars. When I did I had a penis. It wasn't overly large or anything. I think it might have been average if not a little bigger. I should also mention that in my dreams I am never myself. Im always a different person but am still them if that makes any sense. So anyway I got on the pillar and rubbed my naked body against it. It felt great and was really intense. Eventually I ejaculated but as soon as I was done this ugly guy shows up and attempts to have his way with me. I try to fight but hes too strong. I give up but then a copy of myself shows up and beats the guy up. I am saved by myself but the other version of me is much stronger and colder. The other version looks down on me with disappointment and disgust. Then I wake up. Im sorry if this was inappropriate but I'd like to know if this dream has any sort of special meaning. I don't have dirty dreams so its kind of weird. Also ive read about penis envy and I think its stupid. Ive never been sexually attracted to my mother or my father.