Recent dreams containing existence page 3

In my dreams it is as if i am watching a movie in which most of the time one or few characters are played by me. Last night i dreamed.... I am in a car like Audi SUV with two of my friends and we three a going to meet some person whom i don't know. we are on a huge highway on which very few other vehicles cross us. there is this beautiful music is going on something like still slow peaceful trance, and we instantly are in middle of barren land where we stopped and got out of the car and started looking around then i head something and with was like a sound of the bell and then my friend said they are here and as i turned my head i saw a man on the camel in pure white and the sound was coming from the camel neck ring and they kept coming near, when the camel finally reached the man came down from the animal and said to my friend turn towards me, "He is your last hope to save the world and life force in this universe", i was a bit confused and little surprised as i didn't knew anything as why are we here and what we are doing but just moving with the flow. The man had covered his face in a cloak while said that my second friend commented "are you sure master", then that man removing his cloak from face said "their is absolutely no doubt he is the one", than i saw his face an angelic being with most beautiful texture and light emitted from the face of this being and i felt peaceful as if i know him from long time then a forceful wind blew and an unforgettable sweet fragrance came from him. He came near me put his right hand on my shoulder and said "just be yourself, you will remember and you will be ready". I was just feeling relaxed and peaceful, the man said you must go now, my first friend who brought us their talk with him for couple of seconds alone before the man left saying 'we will meet again and yeah just remember'. We are again in the car this time moving very fast but i relaxed but suddenly our car got hit and as we where in mountainous calif road, we went down straight into the river. While falling my second friend quickly opened the door of the car before going into the water and as we hit the water, they where able to manage to get out into water but i didn't knew swimming, even though i managed get out of car in the river but everything was quick still i was unable to help myself but neither i tried had as if i was ready to die and i started sinking in the water and i had the sound of water as if was like a huge instrumental song been played to me to help me sleep and i saw glimpse as if my friends are yelling my name and trying to swim down to save me but its too late. I am dead, am i, who am i, what am i, why am i, the basic question i thing infinitely raised in my childhood but i knew the answers some how i just don't remember, ...... yes now i remember .... 'i am ... ' i have all the answers to my question, as if just forgot that by some distraction and the very important thing i didn't remember but now i remember and understood what that man meant. now i opened my eyes and i am at the bottom of the river bed and saw bright light of sun hitting the surface of the river, i just stood and pushed up my self as i am a born swimmer. And when i came to the surface of river i saw my friends crying for not able to save me. I moved towards them and said "my friends why do you cry when death is just transition from one existence to another level". They were shocked to here my voice and as the looked where unable to believe their eyes, both said together in one voice you were there (under the water) for more than one hour and how? I said there are some mysteries if understood and realized there are no barriers to one. I took their hands in mine and flied in the air saying i know where we need to be. They were amazed and didn't believe their eyes and said 'who are you', and i replied "your friend who just remembered".

I keep dreaming, almost every night, that I had another sibling that died and I had forgotten about. They are not always the same person, age or even gender. I just keep finding myself somewhere and I am really happy until somebody comes up to me and talks about the death of my sibling, which gives me this horrid feeling of guilt because I had forgotten all about there existence, then i spend the rest of the dream grieving for their loss. I even had to telephone my mother just to check that I hadn't been really selfish, and there really was another sibling. I have two younger brothers, my mother never had a miscarriage, although doctors did suspect my mum may have been carrying twins with my youngest brother, but that the other one died before the first scan as she had two blood types while she was pregnant with him, but he is 15 years old now so I hardly doubt that is what is causing these dreams. It is just really bothering me.

I was at lunch with a friend and it was a sunny beautiful day. In the middle of lunch there was this enormous sound of thunder, almost deafening. People started running outside and looking to the sky and there was God in full form looking down at the people. There were rays of sunshine coming out from behind him and he lifted his hands and angels started singing. I looked around and people were upset and crying because they had denied Jesus all their life and now he was here and they knew that they were wrong and were going to hell. I was scared and sad because I had not been attending church and was confused in what I believe in and questioned the existence of God. I was sad because my husband believed in a higher power but never fully committed to believing in God. He looked at me and shrugged his shoulders with a look of defeat and sadness in his eyes like he knew what was about to happen. The ten commandments could be heard like thunder and people were praying and I was crying because I love my husband so much I didnt want to say goodbye