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Thought i'd take my own advice for once. March18 2014. Laying here thinking. Feels like i got deported. Friends and family miss me dearly. Mom thinks im a drug addict. Telling other fam that im mixing drugs and all this non sense. I honestly don't know how my mental os remaining strong after all this shit that i been through. not a complaint. I know im still here by the Grace of God. Who am i though. People probably look at me and say. oh , there goes that corny SKINNY ass nigga daniel, Why is sharde even with him. Why did alex even date him. he's Nobody. Right. Im Nobody. I can accept this. why. because 1. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. and i believe in standing by your opinion. so If Im Such A Nobody. how About hou prove im A Nobody. Matter of fact. how About you walk in my Shoes. parents Divorced when i was like 3. Sent away by my mom 3 times. made my mother think she failed as a parent with me. Constant pressure to Succeed in something you don't even have a passion for. Judged by your family because of the decisions you make. Thats Not even Half Of It. but You still see me crack a fucking smile so you can think everything is Ok. When in actuality . its Not. Its far from Ok.

I was in a large room with others the room wads far a lot of wood panelling the house was opposite the river in Bedford a woman walked by asked how old I was I told her 72 she was 84 Italian wearing a black dress and had 3 legs white socks and black shoes

I dreamt I was talking to a friend or atleast a person who had the voice but not the face of my friend. He wanted to drop out of school. Where this stranger with the voice of my friend started complaining about his life. How hard he had it etc. However these were all small things. So I tried telling him things were not so bad. So we started walking down the road.. till we came to a small house built in the style of 1800 farm houses. I have never seen that house before and I know I have never lived in any sort of similar house. But still my body told me. This was and had been my home So I walked with my friend back up a hill... Feeling a womans hand grab my jaw she said: Stop stand still and look straight at it. And I was charged by a bear. Trying to find where this bear was I looked around until it emerged out of the forest Charging at me. But I stood my ground. So It started running after my friend and what I think was the woman who grabbed my jaw. So I looked as my friends ran. the Bear got tired. And as they ran the bear came charging back at me. And then I woke

I was in a barn. It was dimly lit. I was at an open stall door, watching a newborn foal sleep. The mare was in the far corner, also dozing. She was a dark brown. The foal was blonde.

I dreamed I was at my boyfriends house having a conversation with his wife. I lived in the house next door but never could get in and was always at their house. I asked her name and officially introduced myself. We talked about their house and why the dining room was so far from the kitchen. As I was leaving, I saw him in another room with his daughter and he smiled at me but didn't speak.

I'm walking along an entry road leading to a large graveled drive of a disused farm. The main house appears to be in good condition unlike the nearby wooden barn which is in such disrepair that the horizontal beams forming the walls have deteriorated and fallen apart leaving big holes. As I'm standing on the doorstep of the main building I look over my right shoulder to find my ever positive friend applying a new coat of wood protection despite the condition of the barn itself. I see her efforts as wasted as she'd need to rebuild the barn anyway. Behind the barn is a small bare earth area with three cages used as animal pens. Their size resembles the fit of a person standing up although not quite tall enough. Their doors are left open and the flooring is covered by a soft layer of straw. Realizing I'm walking barefoot and the straw looking warm and soft I consider stepping inside one but change my mind upon seeing small pellets of animal excrement inside.

I remember a little bit of a nightmare the reoccurred only twice (I’ve only ever had it twice, wasn’t sure how reoccured would be used here). The only little bits I remember are that I was with all my cousins on my mom’s side and that it took place in a haunted house. I remember walking across this hallway but the view had zoomed out and I could see through the wall. While the view was zoomed out I could see two massive dog heads barking (like a cerberus type thing) over top of the house. Then we climbed up a rope ladder (like the ones in the FMS swimming pool) and arrived in a massive room. In the far corner of the room was a pyramid type thing made of wood. The pyramid was much closer to a Aztec on then a Egyptian one in design. Then I remember turning around hearing a scream and something coming out of the trap door. It had a similar color to the creatures from the moon in Destiny 2 (oddly I’d not played the game at this point yet, barely knew it existed)

Trump and Putin were meeting in Helsinki. Trump was performing fellatio on Putin in preparation for the semenancy ritual. Just as Putin was about to come on Trump's face Ivanka came bursting into the room and screamed "Nyet!! Nyet!! Please Vladimir use me instead!" Putin looked like he could just barely hold off ejaculating but he asked Ivanka why he shouldn't used Donald Trump's face as his semenancy canvas. She replied that Trump's makeup was so thickly applied that any semen blasted onto his face would turn into a muddy orange mess before the augery could be completed. Putin explained that Russian semenancers were far superior to their American counterparts in this regard and that Ivanka need not worry. With that he unloaded all across Trump's upturned eager face and snapped his fingers for the semen divination mind control reading to commence.

Climbing out out of hell up a high mountain and out into heaven which was an old barn on a sunny farm

I dreamt that early in the morning before it was light took a basket of food to a work colleage for her father (her father is no longer alive I whenever met him) I didnt have to go far so I went in just my nightdress and no.shoes however I couldn't find my way home each time I thought I had found the way there was another dead end . My feet were cold and sore I grew very tired was also.embarrassed as the day went on and there were people.around at one point I ended up in some sort of builders yard and workmen could see me .so I decided to take side streets but I could myself further away from home and exausted