Dream of hands

I saw my dead mum in my dream The 1st time I saw her vividly in the dream she had short hair wearing specs smiling no frowns or pain I said "how are you she said "I am alive , I went to london last week " i said when she said" last weekend" she lead me to a room, by hand lit up bright with sunlight , with a low white bed it had a yellow and red saree and blouse hanging above silk one and the yellow shawl She said "sit down see how beautiful it is outside " there was a river and trees , birds.. Then she said "let me take you down again and tried to put her hands round my neck lightly, and smiled i felt suffocated she removed her hands and i woke