Dream of ignore, ignores, person, eyes

I was at a stem camp and i was the only person i knew there i made freinds. Then we went outside and i saw a old freind i want nothing to do with. I ignore her and go to the high school were i have old journals im throwing away. These guys steal them then i have to go find them because they mean alot to me. Then a guy freind who has a crush on me but i dont like him shows up and helps. He walks faster ahead of me and i try to catch up. We go to this firehouse and this dog terrifies me. I sit in a ball sobbing and rocking back and forth then i cant breathe and im clawing and reaching out but everyone ignores me. But as soon as my eyes start to drift close they rush to me. But as soon as i die i wake up