Dream of kids

That my family especially my uncle hurt me and I was very down.. so my cuz said let's go out. So we were at a place that goes from one pub to another. The one qe couldn't get in. So my cousin Said wait here I'm coming. Then cyle said going to the loo. I waited 30 mins. Then went back to that club and I could see both of them inside and with women but getting it on. So I got a uber and left .... sent him a message to tell him I saw it and we got into a fight. I then wrote a letter to the family. Got drugs popped alot and then laid in the bath and cut my wrists. My cousin came home to say sorry and he found me kept the kids away and rushed me to hospital. Called cyle told him to which he realized what had really happened and rushed to see me. But as he got to the hospital I passed away.