Dream of
I once had a very short but maybe important dream where it started as me on my knees in defeat as if I lost a battle. I was a samaria in this dream, I had never been in a dream as a warrior but I don't think it was about that, samaria being some of the most honorable warriors are respected when defeated. So my opponent had defeated me and I was on my knees but alive, there was a short bit of speaking and then an agreement, after that he drew his sword and stabbed it through my body except the weird thing was I felt everything, the sword felt painfull more than any amount of pain I felt in life, I felt the cold metal of the sword, I felt breathless, I felt burning and more. He pulled the sword I fell over and that was it. It feels like this dream had a theme of honor and defeat with an extremely real feeling to it.