Dream of child, punched, eyes

I had a good career and lived in a nice manor with my husband. I went away for a trip for business, while I was away I found out that I was pregnant. I was very excited to tell my husband when I got hom. When I came back my husband told me he was going to marry my friend Stacy who was going to live with us now. I was no longer excited to be pregnant and I kept it a secret. I felt very dispondant to everything, and did not talk. On the day of the wedding I approached them in the ballroom. My husband and Stacy were trying to convincing me this was a good thing but I didnot feel the same way. And it showed on my face. But when Stacy leaned against my husband and made a comment about how good in bed he was and that he was a sex god I became furious. I hit her, knocking her out of her seat and punched my husband as hard as I could. I assulted them both virgously before stopping. The room got silent and all eyes were on me. I took off my wedding ring and tossed it ontop of my husbands body still laying on the floor. Tears welled up in my eyes as I stated "I can't believe you would do this to me. I thought that you loved me, I thought that you cared, I thought that I was all you ever needed, but you lied to me. You lied to me Ian, and because of that you will never play a part in our child's life. I want a divorce." I went to my bedroom and locked myself in, laid down on my bed and began to cry