Dream of child, hands, woke up

I was at HGK, South Molton youth center. it looked fairly normal, Just a bit bigger and cleaner. Ell was there, I didn’t want to see her and kept running away and avoiding her, everyone else was on skates, scooters and bikes so they were all faster than me. Eventually Josh took me away from HGK to a busy familiar expensive looking market with cafes and restaurants cluttered together. I felt very out of place and poor when walking through, I also noticed everyone was looking at me and giggling. Josh was hungry so he went inside New Culture revolution, I had no money though, I told him I had none and he just left me standing outside. I felt I had been dumped so I stood waiting for him to come back but reality hit me and I realized he was never coming back to meet me. I started walking away from the chinese restaurant when I bumped into a young business man, he asked to take me to a cafe but I once again said I had no money. But the young man (in his late 20s) just held my hand and took me to a fine looking cafe (like a Laduree). He ordered me a delicious looking chocolate moose and cup of tea. I felt that over the time we were sitting together in the cafe that he had become my master, maybe proposed to me even. When we were done he paid for the stuff and we got up and started walking, I got lost as I was walking (although the place seemed very familiar, like chelsea). I thought about Josh and felt sad but this was soon drowned out with the urge to have a lollipop. I went up to the Maison Blanc window and saw the lollipops that I had eaten so often as a child (the lollipops that you could only buy in Maison Blanc and Trotters, both of which can only be found in rich areas of London) and pressed my hands against the window, but realizing I had no money I started to walk away from the shop when my all of a sudden my owner/husband had bought me a cherry lollipop. I smiled at him then woke up.