Dream of

I was a boy with another boy beating me up, then we were 18 and i saw him in a bar and i was going to make fun of him then i decided to be the bigger man and stop, then an Indian in the same bar broke off a piece of a giant wooden cross and told the bar tender he was going to kill him for not allowing his people in there then an old man told him to smarten up and took the giant wooden cross and gave it to me, i was in my black jacket and a white mask, i walked up the stairs of the bar and it was suddenly a cathedral, all the steps had words and bible versus after it, as i walked up the stairs a women in a dress ran up behind me and we walked together until a bright life came