Dream of

Had a dream about having a c-section and had a full grown girl with clothes covered in blood. I was then later looking for her and a box was given to me with the words cremation on it. i opened the box and it had her head in it. a couple of days later i had another c-section dream and it was a baby girl wrapped up in cloth. this time i was showing off my scar to everyone but the scar was going down vertically. does anyone have any idea what this means?