Dream of

I was with out with a friend of mine who introduced me to this guy i love and he loves me but i am in a loving relationship with someone else was outside having a smoke outside and that i should go hang out i wanted to go out and surprise the guy i love for because i moved from the city where we met to my hometown which is 5 hours away and he didn't know that i had spent the night in the house or that i was in town to my knowledge i was trying to go outside but i was too heavy to move i was sitting on the couch and a cat was sleeping on my foot but it was too heavy to move off of my foot i kept trying to move to go outside being able to see the guy i love for outside smoking with a friend but my limbs were too heavy to lift to make it outside