Dream of person

I was at a party, filled with a bunch of mexicans (mostly boys, but some girls). My crush(who's white) was there and he was trying to get me drunk and so he and this other guy made me a drink (gin and some berry mix). I was obviously very drunk and i got another gin/berry drink, but it was put in a water bottle. I went to talk to some other people, carrying my drink. When I came back to my crush who was sitting on the couch, my drink was gone. Everyone at the party was looking to find my drink because I don't know how my bottle could just disappear when I had just had it in my hand. I remember feeling happy when i saw my crush, and always feeling drunk. I saw myself from the third person (as if I were my crush for a moment) and I looked unsteady, wobbly and about to fall over because i was very intoxicated.