Dream of

I was at the house working. I went into the bathroom and got in the bathtub and started to bathe. I was clothed to an extent. I didn't have any pants on. I lay back in the water and started to thing about why people commit suicide. The whole bathroom was a dark shade of gold. As I thought, I slowly submerged myself under the water and thought "This is it. I can feel myself slipping away..." Then right as everything started to get blurred and dark I came out of the water and started to cry. I sobbed loudly and ferociously and I watched the tears drop into the water and disappear.