Dream of father, killer, mad, shoes

My brother was a serial killer who wears a white hoodie and has black hair. A tall man with white skin and no face was like a father figure to us. We got into a fight with a jock at school. I stabbed the jock in the foot. A boy named Toby who was wearing goggles grabbed my hand and lead us both deep into the forest. We came to a mansion, which confused us. We had never seen it before. This was how we met the man. He introduced himself. I was worried about what me and Jeff (my brother) would do. We could not go back to our parents. After a while the mansion was like a home to us. One day I decided to wear some band merch and converse shoes to school. AS I slung my backpack over my shoulder and started the walk down the path, Jeff teased me. He asked why I was so dressed up, as he put it, and said it was for a boy i denied it, but he was right. I ended up in love with him. Slenderman didn't want me, a proxy, to fall in love with a mortal. So i fought and struggled to keep it hidden from him. When the boy, who was named Johnnie, asked why I had to keep it secret, I told him my dad doesn't want ne dating. And some vad things could happen to us if my dad found out. He just nodded and grunted. So one day I fell asleep next to him on his bed. Slenderman had had Jeff go out and look for me. When Jeff got back dad was mad. He hated me. He hated Johnnie. And Jeff was dissapointed in me.