Dream of

I broke up with my x of three years a year ago, so I'm not sure why I have these dreams. But in my dreams that I remember its about him and him wanting me back and telling me that I need to dump the guy in dating that he just wants a kiss. And when he hugs me I can literally feel it. I smell him and feel him vividly. I ask him questions. And I always give into him even though in my dreams I try to say no. I can't even when I really really try. What does this mean? We r always in my house or in a field or in the trees. Always in the sun. And I have a flower with five pettles kinda colored and snapped like a sun flower tattooed on me. What does this mean??? Please help. I hate sleeping because these dreams make me sick.