Dream of

I was in a home setting , while standing i was holding what seemed to be my infant boy. he had colorful crayons in his mouth i remember colors blue red black ,,i ignored, against my will ,if felt in the dream..i couldnot care enought to intervene. Next session of dream im more inclined to do something as i witness them crayons slipping down his throat..i arrempt to turn him over prior to them becoming to larged in his throat ..i cannot move. he then began to lose life ..turning blue while i scream my baby is choking ...