Dream of father, mother, spiritual

Desperately Looking for loved ones and family members.. something taking over. Mostly alone and I cannot see faces.... I ALWAYS wake up in cold sweat. nearly every night. My mother had a severe alcohol problem and seemed tormented by a bad spirit all her life if you ask me...... I used to have dreams of me laying on a sofa while my father is behind me....and tries to penetrate me :/ ....my mother sits in front of her mirror and laughs at the scene ...sheer horror and it did kind of traumatize me and distort the relationship or non existant relationship to my father..... COULD THIS BE A SPIRITUAL ENTITY/ Problem ??? OR is it my subcounscious just tryna work stuff out. PLEASE HELP