Dream of

In family kitchen with all my brothers and sisters we are all grown adults both parents there ( both deceased) I am helping my sister clean up kitchen she lives abroad, and is my best friend, then its dad bitrtday I go to look for candles and suddenly my sister brother and another sister are marching off to the navy but they are marching on stairs of our first houseI try to break through to grab her but no one will let me I dont seem bothered by the other two and wake up sobbing