Dream of toilet, boat, ghosts, handsome guy, kissed

At the first of my dream, me and my family and my maid were waiting to go abroad to a small boat and to go to restaurant. after we arrived at the restaurant, the surroundings of the restaurant was elegant. then, there are men clutching my dad and beating him, while there was a men starting to touch me and raped me. Then, my dream skipped to another scene, where i was flirted by my cousin and i kissed him because i thought it was fun and it is not serious. after i kissed him a couple times in the dream, i met another tall, handsome guy in the toilet, who was flirting me , and i went away with him, and leaving my cousin devastated. I went with him, we had a fun, and then , we went down to the streets by the elevator, many people was either kneeling or laying on the floor getting shot by people. they saw us, the guy clutched me and lied down on the floor, trying to hide me, i felt he was shot, then someone noticed me, i knew i was gonna get killed , so my subconscious wanna get myself awake, i saw i was awake in another dream, then i went back to the original dream where i was already killed and they held up my chopped head. the next thing i saw was myself going to the office (which is in the library), we seated together around the table, eating and talking, and i started seeing ghosts wandering around the library.