Dream of hands, keys

I'm going into work and holding hands with a co-worker. It is about to storm. My lover sees us. I plan on taking a shower and my lover enters my room and undresses. He is very muscular and aggressive. I still only want to bathe but I must light a candle in case the electricity goes out. He leaves behind his pistol on my dresser. I take his pistol and a lot if badges and ids and keys to work. I end up at a high school. I unload the gun. There is one bullet in the clip. I put it in my pocket and the gun in my waist band.