Dream of

I dreamed I was floating on the ocean after been given medicine to euthanize me. I expecte my fate and started getting really sleepy, until I realized suddenly that I didn't want to die. Then I washed up ashore a small island, more of a sandbank. There were people there who told me there was still time to survive and I tried to make myself throw up the poison but I couldn't. Then my throat started closing up and it was impossible to breathe.