Dream of eyes

M sitting with my mum on couch, just chatting then door bell rings, she answeres then tells me its for me i walk to door its my ex we had a messy breakup 3yrs ago. no closure im look at him like wht the hell are u doing here thinkning hes got the cheek to come to my house but he looks real sad and doen bags under hes eyes real sad so he walks in nods to my mum then stares at me i ask him if he needs water and he nods never talks to me he sits on floor there is a bird on hes head pecking at him he tries to move hit away i look closer hes sweating up a storm just sweat beeds al over him it goes to hes beard, he moves it away it flies to hes back, he swats it away does not make eye contact with me only looking doen like hes tired, humility, ashamed, i try to move the little bird away but it keeps bothering him.