Recent dreams containing myself

I saw myself picking oil bean seed in dream. What does it mean

Sitting by a large body of water with someone I know, there was sand in the air as it was kind of stormy and dark. The water and colors of blue and darkness were beautiful blues and orange and black. My conversation was about my gender dysphasia. My friend or family member told me I should do something to feminize myself…maybe get facial feminization surgery. Then I woke up.

I had a dream that my boyfriend found a new girlfriend and she looked familiar. They were dating right in front of my face. I was in the same bed as my boyfriend and he was talking to his new girlfriend. He said she was his new girlfriend so I went in the bathroom and cleaned myself up and decided the only to get back at him was to suck his dick. So I went back and I was about to get under the blanket and he said wait and told me he was already hanging up in her. She said who’s that and it shows me naked with patches on my chest. Only can see my naked boobs and the patches that had wires connected to my nose. Tori flipped the camera and said I’m with someone that’s when I noticed how I looked. She asked if that was lingerie I was wearing and he said no but I said yes on top of him cause I didn’t want her to know about my patches. Then tori said I mean yes, yeah it lingerie. Then she said whatever and hung up. Somehow niw we are on grandmas couch and he says now we can cuddle ( tori was wearing a silk red robe ) I was facing away from him as a sex position and turned me around to his chest to cuddle. Dream end.

I dreamed I was at my boyfriends house having a conversation with his wife. I lived in the house next door but never could get in and was always at their house. I asked her name and officially introduced myself. We talked about their house and why the dining room was so far from the kitchen. As I was leaving, I saw him in another room with his daughter and he smiled at me but didn't speak.

Fisting myself, ejaculating, yellow

I had a dream about fisting myself

I dreamed I was in house with really big rooms and outdoor space. In another room was an individual that lives in another town that I knew. In waking life I discovered he was abusing children and brought it to the attention of authorities. He had a website about it and I passed it along. I havent spoken to him in years. In my dream there was a lot of people around and he was in another room. There were a group of guys in the room and one was having a discussion with him. It seemed like a difference of opinion and the man he was talking to turned into a dog, a border collie, right after the transformation he killed the dog. I was in another room but saw this as did others. People not wanting to draw his attention were making movements to leave. He saw this and started to walk towards everyone like nothing happened. As he walked towards people he was walking away from a puppy and a kitten. As the group, myself included, walked away from him he was walking with us talking and sounding off. We were on our way out and his discussion was weird we got outside and got into our vehicles and left leaving him behind

Some kind of dystopian prison inside myself

I had a dream that I got married both myself and my boyfriend were in our graduation cap& gown

I’ve had many dreams like this. One was recurring where a ghost-like figure pulled me under a desk one of my cousins watched this happen to me while sipping a hot beverage in a mug and the rest of my family ran away. I had this dream many times as a little kid. In a dream I had last night, one of my family members set off a firework that made such a big explosion it threw me back on top of myself. My neck was broken, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t hear, and I was screaming. My family stood over me, watched, and laughed.