Dream of mother

My mother passed away in 1980; I lost the ability to picture in my mind a few years later. Last night I dreamed about being at the ocean with a group of people, my daughter and great niece were there and we were swimming. there were bleachers there and my sister-in-law was sitting there. I went up to see her and saw my mother very vividly sitting beside her. I went over to talk to her and looked down and there were tons of flea-like insects crawling on my ankle. I was trying to brush them off and noticed this big bug embedded in my leg; I asked my mother to get it off and she said no because it was a stink bug but she started pealing off my leg; on the inside of this bug was all black. she finally got the bug off but the head was inserted into my leg so I just turned my leg over and the head fell out. then I was at this house where this group and I had been staying and I was standing on this big ladder trying to get my clothes off the line because I wanted to go home with Rhonda but I knew she had already left. As I was throwing my clothes down they became so heavy that the ladder tipped over and I fell. I landed on my feet but broke both of my leg and a rib which punctured my lung. It ended with me being in the hospital going into surgery.