Recent dreams containing kept page 8

I kept eating and eating until i exploded

Pulling hair out of nose and it kept pulling. A very long hair until it wouldn’t pull any longer. I tugged and it was stuck in my nose

Freebasing adrenochrome with John McAfee while he told me stories about his love of scat-play and dog-sex. I'd heard them all before though and he just droned on and on so I kept playing with my phone and trying to ignore him.

Okay cool. In this dream the team I always participate with in hackathons was also there. So we were going on a hackathon I can say outside Johannesburg and stuff and you were driving a blue range rover. I was in the front seat helping you with basic stuff like when you needed me to do the GPS for you and stuff. It was fun because everyone was so excited. We arrived at the hotel late at night and everyone went to bed. The next thing the team was at home having some dinner and you said you want to sort some things out you'll fetch us wherever we are and then you left your other phone with me. While everyone was eating you called your phone and told me to reply to you on whatsapp which I kept on doing. So it happened that I entered into your girlfriend/baby Mama chats and I saw the messages stating that she has a problem with me and she was suspecting that we were having a relationship that is not work related and that you're always busy with me claiming it's work and she even called me a home wrecker

I dreamed that I was having a sexual affair with my city's mayor. We were at a party and there were a lot of people there. We kept touching eachother and stealing glances across the room. Finding excuses to talk. He suspected people knew but I didn't care and was very flamboyant about advances

I had an ingrown hair in my face and started pulling it out. It was long and I kept pulling for a long time until it was all out.

I was on a tube on the lake with a big group of people and everything was great. We were having a good time. Everyone but me had fallen off of the tube at least once. After that I started zoning out and we were going really fast. The next thing I saw we had crashed into land. Once I came out of my daze I realized that the rest of the group was gone. I then heard someone coming and I saw that it was the driver of the boat. He had killed the rest of the group and I was the only one left. I found an open gate and I ran through it going deeper into the woods. The murderer was close behind but he hadn’t seen me yet. I kept running and he was following and yelling things. It was scary. I woke up before he could get to me.

I was tubing with a big group of people and everything was great. We were having a good time. Everyone but me had fallen off of the tube at least once. After that I started zoning out and we were going really fast. The next thing I saw we had crashed into land. Once I came out of my daze I realized that the rest of the group was gone. I then heard someone coming and I saw that it was the driver of the boat. He had killed the rest of the group and I was the only one left. I found an open gate and I ran through it going deeper into the woods. The murderer was close behind but he hadn’t seen me yet. I kept running and he was following and yelling things. It was scary. I woke up before he could get to me.

I dreamed that me and my sister were being chased by clowns. We were running through an ally when she fell down. I kept running. While I was running I found the clown that was chasing us with my sister. Right before I died I woke up.

I dreamt that I discovered I had an adopted brother and sister my entire life, but my parents had never introduced them as that to us so I never realised. It happened really suddenly that I was at home in New Cross, in my room but as an adult, and I think I'd heard some news story about adoption and it had made me think- I wish I had adopted siblings. And all of a sudden it came over me that I did. I'd had an adopted brother this whole time and I had never realised / put 2 and 2 together. I collapsed in tears of joy and sadness at the same time. I ran to where my mum and sister Joanna were tidying away clothes and tried to help and ask questions but I could barely function. My adopted brother was there too - he was a tall, handsome Asian man, very gentle and kind. I asked my mum and dad questions - it turns out they adopted two children, a Polish girl (who was not as close, a difficult adoption it seemed) and this Asian boy, who we had always grown up with and never questioned why. I asked my dad why they never explained to us: "because your mother said you children might not accept / try to sabotage them if you saw them as competition, so decided it was better to not say anything at all." This was classic my parents' approach to parenting- not trusting the kids and keeping their own confidences. I ran away from the room and as I ran I kept collapsing in floods of tears. My whole sense of being and understanding of who I was felt shaken, but I was also overwhelmed with love and affection for this sibling I had never recognised as such. The whole time he was there, quietly and gently present, aware of the emotional roller coaster I was going through and I had hugged him many times in tears already, and apologised for not knowing sooner. I ran upstairs - collapsing in piles of tears alof the way - back to my bedroom where he was in the bed and threw myself into his arms in the darkness and in my tears. I woke up then, not 100% sure if the love I expressed in that moment was more than that for a brother. It was possibly the relief of finding a soul mate. I dreamt this after an argument with my brother who earlier that day said he could not help me / give me advice about my relationship with Ben. I was very hurt and cried a lot - similarly completely overwhelmed / isolated. I felt quite betrayed by him in that moment. He has always been my closest confidante.